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[	Current Music	|	Say it - Voices of Theory	]

Yesterday, as I was jogging around the village,  my past suddenly flashed back. For a moment there, I stood still, unaware that I was right smack in the middle of the street. But, as soon reality tuned in, the few minutes walking,  turned into an hour of thought. I was listening to words I once spoke, I was watching the actions I once did, and I reminisced it all in the cinema of my mind. 

I was simply amazed by the things I have accomplshed.  I've quitted old habits, faced old fears, opened up my horizons and I have even felt emotions I thought I would never face.  But because of all that, I know I have changed. My priorites aren't the same anymore.  Yes, I agree, I am noisier,  a bit louder at times  and I admit, bitchier....  But isn't that an element of growing up?  As the saying goes, the only thing constant in this world is change. And to that, I undoubtedly agree.  Babies become parents of their own,  some things fall apart just for some other thing  to get  back together, the summer warmth becomes that winter winter chill, and that sweet hello becomes a bitter goodbye. 

You see, change is as common as the air we breathe, but somehow people are too afraid to actually admit it.   

Hmm. well, I am not afraid of change.  I think it adds character to what it was, and makes it into what it is.  Though, I often neglect that the things happening aren't only seen through my eyes.  I fail to see the impact of it on the other people, and by the time I do,  I believe its too late.   

Perhaps that flashback was a lesson my brain was trying to tell.  I guess i'm in a rush with most, and taking too much time with some,  and so I fail to see the effect of it all, most especially to the people I keep close to my heart.